Authentic Beauty

ON A SIDENOTE!!

2011-03-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

i just feel like running away to a far faraway place and start all over again!!!
cause im really feeling so weary!!

JAPAN

2011-03-19T01:24:00.002+08:00

EARTHQUAKE + TSUNAMI + NUCLEAR PLANT RADIATION + DEMONSTRATION @ TOKYO + SNOW!!
how much more does this country gotta handle???
i just pray that Japan will not face any more hurdles and concentrate on its recovery...
I guess that the whole world is praying for them as well...
Japan and the Japanese kampatei...
DEAR GOD, PLS BLESS THEM...

VAMPIRE DIARIES :)

2010-12-19T15:56:00.002+08:00

watched the drama for the first time yest since it was highly recommended.. ;)

GUESS WAT???

im seriously addicted to it NOW...

the HOT and AWESOME TRIO as u can see from the pics above have gotten me asking for more from this drama.. ;)

yey i'm gonna start reading the book since i kinda have the respective images of the casts now..

I JUST CANT WAIT TO KNOW MORE... MORE ... MORE...

NEWLY WED :)

2010-12-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS

MUSA & TASNEEM

my dearest twin sister at work has settled down with her dream guy today..

feel so so happy for her.. :)

the glow and the happiness...

wishing u both a blissful marriage and an awesome honeymoon..

U BOTH ARE JUST MADE FOR EACH OTHER... *winks*

2010-11-21T18:04:00.001+08:00

THE THING I NEED RITE NOW:

a PRETTY + SWEET CRAVING... :)

PARADISE ;)

2010-11-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

if only there was such a place to live...
it is so so beautiful...
feels like a world with no worries...
a CAREFREE WORLD...
a little tinge of beautiful photography and camera will do wonders alongside this dream...
*winks*

2010-11-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

Whoever said ‘What you don’t know can’t hurt you’ was a complete and total moron. Because… for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world. —

~ Grey’s Anatomy

K POP FEVER :)

2010-10-24T18:57:00.004+08:00

*melts*

*the NITE*

*one and only BIG BANG*

*finale*

it was seriously the NITE...

high, happening, awesome...

i can just go on elaborating...

AWESOME GROUPS like SNSD, BIG BANG, SHINEE.... :)

plus i found a new OBSESSION:ZEA *winks*

BIG BANG was mind-blowing...

i just cant wait for them to have a concert of their own...

Just had an unforgettable nite with my dear frens...

hope they have one more of this soon... ;)

a great source of motivation for me... hehe...

IF ONLY...........

2010-09-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

2010-09-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

this is damn interesting cause i think its super duper true to us humans... :)
enjoy reading....

You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re a freak. You drink, you’re an alcoholic. You don’t drink, you’re a pussy. You read, you’re a nerd. You don’t read, you’re stupid. You tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. You don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention seeking. You let someone in, you’re easy. You don’t let someone in, you’re too uptight. You smoke, you think you’re cool. You don’t smoke, you’re a loser. You’ve had sex, you’re a slut. You haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch. You wear make up, you’re a slag. You don’t wear make up, you’re ugly. You can’t please anyone. Ever.
(Source: -thisisyourbaptism, via charmwithasmile)

2010-09-12T20:46:00.003+08:00

somehow i have come to this point where i really dont know if things are real or fake??
maybe i dont really know u after all....
after all that u have said, ur actions have started to prove otherwise...
interesting yeah!!!

BESTIES :)

2010-09-12T02:29:00.002+08:00

i love my 2 besties...

working with them, slacking with them, weekends with them always make my day/week feel so awesome...

thanks dudes for always being there for me... always listening to my countless whinings abt work.. LOL...

thanks for the lovely bday gifts.. :)

THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH WONDERFUL FRENS...

VIRGO

2010-08-29T15:21:00.002+08:00

A VERY BIG THANK YOU LOVES.... :)

i really enjoyed both 27/8 and 28/8....

beautiful n lovely nites....

*muacks*

2010-08-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

If u ever read this,
I'M SORRY...
i didnt mean to....

2010-08-28T02:57:00.001+08:00

I really love my 27/8/2010...
thanks everyone for the pleasant n beautiful surprise...
*muacks*

2010-08-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

ever since my uncle's and grandma's passing off, i have come to realised that life is really so unpredictable and death is just so unavoidable...
well i guess we all have to accept the fact that we will go to our eternal homes one fine day..

to my dearest fren,
condolences to you and family...
though i know that u miss him, rmbr that he always lives in ur heart... :)
plus no matter wat happens, we all will always be there for you..
*hugs and kisses*
sealed with lots of love from us all...

SISTA'S 21ST :)

2010-08-17T22:14:00.003+08:00

it was a FAB gathering for family and relatives...

thank you all for making it such a joyous occasion....

more pics on fcbk..

so do drop by there... ;)

dearest sis, hope u had an awesome 21st.. *muacks*

2010-08-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

i wish that i cld rewind time back...

2010-07-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

somehow i'm kinda lost for words...

i do feel like blogging but i dont know where to start!!!

work has been rather stressful for now..

hope it gets better..

but i'm thankful that i have my 2 best frens with me... *winks*

they are the ones who keep me going...

plus my awesome mentor... he's cool.. :)

this week has been rather mentally,physically and emotionally tiring...

hope everything will be in place soon...

no matter wat happens, we are always here...

u're not alone.. hope u'll believe in this..

p/s: U're really missed.. this is for sure... :)

2010-07-28T23:26:00.003+08:00

current mood: EFFING PISSED!!!

I'm seriously so SICK & TIRED of "she" being the main person always!!!
FCUK OFF big time man!!

or maybe i shd GO OFF INSTEAD!!

2010-07-18T14:02:00.001+08:00

I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!

2010-07-12T01:45:00.002+08:00

excited abt tmr???
hope i am!!!
i'm excited abt the fact that i'm gonna be working with my 2 favourite & lovely ah boys.. :)
hope everything goes well...

ECLIPSE :)

2010-07-05T03:14:00.002+08:00

i shall let the pics do the talking...

its just so captivating.. :)

*winks*

ME :)

2010-07-03T14:22:00.001+08:00

You start to realize how much you’ve changed, when the things around you seem to be really different than before.
but who cares cause.....
Things happen whether we want it to or not, we just need to learn how to get over them. It may not be easy, but eventually we will get over them as time pass us.
so great, let the time thingy happen...
maybe by then, i'm already gone..

2010-07-01T02:15:00.002+08:00

i am seriously so excited for this.... ;) the twilight saga continues... edward,bella and my oh so charming jacob..counting down...

2010-07-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life.
When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up.
I wrote down ‘happy’.
They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life."
— John Lennon

My Precious... ;)

2010-06-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

Dearest Cuzzie,
though i know that u may be so so bored right now..
U'll be up and running with the soccer ball real soon ok...
dont think so much abt the time its gonna take..
instead just take it that ur leg demanded a rest from you.. :)
GET WELL SOON DEAR..
*loves*

2010-06-30T00:44:00.001+08:00

REALLY???

pls tell me... if that is the case then i'll say it!!!

2010-06-29T02:26:00.000+08:00

"When you’re young, you’re afraid of being alone. Solitude is a burden and you try to escape from it. You always wonder when it’s going to come to an end. Sometimes you can’t get rid of it. Later, you use it in a different way. You’ve learned how to live with it, and you don’t try to get rid of it by all means anymore. After all you may call this resignation, but I don’t think it’s harmful. You’re not just standing there, in pain, asking yourself “Why am I alone? Why don’t I go out?” etc. You don’t ask yourself these questions anymore. You adapt yourself. Living alone does not mean living in nothingness." — Morrissey

2010-06-11T02:35:00.003+08:00

was reading my dearest sis blog earlier..
and one of her entries made me tear..

"I miss you grandma..
Nothing is the same without you….
Miss telling you everything on how i felt….
Miss having you tucking me in bed
And advising me on every step i took in life…
You always used to ask me..
Now i fight with you
Laugh with you
And am so close to you
and when you are gone
What will i do?
And I always said i will not let you go
But granny…when you left ..i realised i couldnt control it
No matter how much i cried and wanted you back and prayed for a miracle
it was just impossible"

this entry really makes me wish that i cld turn back time and treasure every single moments with granny..
cause i really do miss her too..
i really wish she was by my side now..
i would just hug her n not let her go..
i love you, granny.. :)

KILLERS :)

2010-06-11T02:24:00.002+08:00

hot male lead but female:not my fav..

awesome movie...
a must WATCH...

one of the hilarious scenes.. ;)

my HOT lead.. ;)

2010-06-07T20:26:00.004+08:00

i guess i just wanna be alone... away from this complicated world...

anw, CONGRATS!!!!

2010-06-07T02:01:00.001+08:00

interesting one.....

but i cant seem to be able to commit according to wat exactly i'm feeling rite now..

mixed feelings!!!! sth i dread...

ARGHHHHH..... save me!!!

2010-05-30T02:49:00.000+08:00

Prince Of Persia

2010-05-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

Jake Gyllenhaal as Prince Dastan & Gemma Arterton as Princess Tamina

awesome movie...love the stunts...

both main leads are so gorgeous... great chemistry...

mesmerizing eyes... ;)

a good movie to catch over the long weekend..

2010-05-27T01:44:00.003+08:00

FCUK.. FCUK....FCUK....
i guess i just need this word to describe how F-uppppp i'm feeling!!!!

2010-05-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly. I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt. I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone. I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me.

2010-05-12T01:21:00.001+08:00

sudd i feel so LOST!!!

2010-05-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

Mommy, thanks for giving me the best gift in the world called… life.
I love my mummy lots lots lots...
Happy Mother's Day...

2010-05-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

I need a freaking JOB now..
i'm so going insane..
cause there are so many things that i wanna and need to do...
MONEY really makes the world go round...

eye candy ;)

2010-04-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

tickets are sold out for his 22nd May concert... AWESOME :)
there will always be another chance for me to go and i swear that i wont miss it... LOL
anw, i'm sure his concert will be fab..
just so in love with him... :p

2010-04-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

if only i could get lost in a fairytale...

2010-04-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

went to a&e yesterday due to my stomach problem...
well, thankfully i wasnt admitted but i have to go for follow-up checks...
just praying that nth is wrong.. sigh...
i love my mum for taking the time to bring me there plus my sis for taking care of me the whole nite cause i had sudden fever..
family care is always the best..
love you all.. :)

S.H.E is the ONE!!

2010-04-19T00:50:00.003+08:00

AWESOME TRIO concert..

this brighten my weekend so so much..

the energy level was so HIGH..

ENCORE... :)

2010-04-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

do these really exist??

can i have them pls!!!

GOOD ONE!!!

2010-04-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

somehow reading sth has totally ruin my mood...
i'm very disappointed...
walk ur damn talk boy!!

Animalicious Expedition :)

2010-04-12T02:22:00.003+08:00

our dearest Bday Boy.. :)

with his new Jersey..

the group pic that took many rounds.. LOL

Tiger babies... :)

our mini excursion.. :)

the start of the expedition...

Joke of the day as well..

I had a far far Awesome Sunday.. :)

frens like them makes me feel so blessed.. *muacks*

tune in to facebk for more pics..

2010-04-12T02:19:00.001+08:00

since my dear frens have been saying that my blog is rather "rainy"...
so lets add some pretty colours to it.. lol..
I MISS MACAROONS...
i so wanna have them SOON... :)

Awaiting Moments.. :)

2010-04-09T00:47:00.002+08:00

S.H.E is the One World Tour Concert

17th April

i'm so so so excited for it... something that will brighten up my month of APRIL..

Show Luo 3D World Live Tour

22nd May

i'm still thinking abt this one... though i'm so in love with him... *winks*

2010-04-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

wat shall i say though i'm really really feeling superbli so down!!
i dont care if i'm not making sense...
but i sudd feel that i have hit the lowest part of my life once again...
i've lost all focus once again...

2010-04-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories."

2010-04-02T03:59:00.000+08:00

2010-03-29T17:02:00.001+08:00

i never wished to say those words...
i'm sorrie..
i wish that u will understand one day..

2010-03-26T20:22:00.001+08:00

women's "best fren" can be such a pain at times..
UGHHHHH...
i'm hating the cramp..
but yet i just dont wanna rest the nite away...

2010-03-25T23:42:00.001+08:00

how can i make myself feel happy??
chocolates??
SIGH!!

2010-03-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

2010-03-25T00:58:00.002+08:00

i guess DOWN is the best way to describe my feelings rite now..
i dont know why.....
but YES i'm feeling down!!
i guess there is a limit to everything...
or maybe i'm just having those stupid mood swings before period!!
FCUK!!

2010-03-24T02:17:00.001+08:00

*misses*

2010-03-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

Big Bang - Lollipop 2 [HQ:MV] (ENG SUB)

2010-03-22T02:38:00.001+08:00

SPECTACULAR... ;)

HI, MY SWEETHEART :)

2010-03-22T02:13:00.004+08:00

-another hot drama-

-charming-

-hotness-

beauty and the prince.. ;)

LIN DA LANG & BAO ZHU jie... :)

another TOP fav taiwan drama of mine...

love them both..

awesome chemistry...

i never fail to "fall in love" with the male leads!! LOL

p/s:*IRONIC*

2010-03-18T12:18:00.003+08:00

GOT IT?? i don think further elaboration is needed yeah!!

2010-03-16T14:40:00.001+08:00

2010-03-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

i'm very anxious abt tmr....
hope everything goes well... *winks*

2010-03-13T04:31:00.002+08:00

YES I'M...

I'm very very tired...

mentally tired...

sometimes i wish that i can just go to a faraway place where it all starts with strangers and create a whole new identity...
maybe it mite happen one day when i'm willing to let go of everything here..

presenting 2NE1

2010-03-12T00:46:00.001+08:00

the coolest gerl grp in korea.. ;)

2010-03-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

Alice in the Wonderland :)

2010-03-10T02:15:00.002+08:00

watched ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND..
awesome.. magical...
how i wish i too could disappear into the hole of fairytale..
do catch the movie.. worth the money and time..
*cheers*
and i'm in love with the soundtracks.. reason for my blog songs.. *winks*

2010-03-10T02:02:00.002+08:00

can i change it to THEY instead... :)

aaron,adah,joe and james...

thanks guys..

*loves*

2010-03-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

YOU'RE JUST MAKING ME HATE U MORE N MORE WITH UR MTF CHILDISH ACTIONS!!

Colours :)

2010-03-08T20:13:00.003+08:00

i love colours... esp all those bright colours..
cant imagine the world w/o colours..
but somehow, i'm feeling like my life has no colours at the moment..
hmmm, lets stop thinking so much i guess..
i'm just feeling very very very MOOD-LESS rite now..

2010-03-03T01:07:00.001+08:00

i guess i'm actually ready for the change...
cause i dont see myself going that way anymore..
good or bad??
I DONT KNOW...

声をきかせて　／　BIGBANG （OFFICIAL MV）

2010-03-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

I JUST LOVE THEM :)

2010-03-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

I NEED MY RETAIL THERAPY SOON!!!!!!

Miss No Good

2010-02-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

great chemistry...

A MUST watch... ;)

Dean-the cute Jap dude.. :)

Awesome movie...

though its kinda old le.. *giggles*

out-dated..

but anyway, its a must watch...

love the casts-Rainie,Dean,Will Pan....

Up Next:Hi My Sweetheart & my all time fav HK dramas.. *winks*

2010-02-27T12:30:00.001+08:00

this is why i love music...

plus my awesome i-touch that completes it all... :)

2010-02-26T15:06:00.001+08:00

2010-02-25T21:49:00.002+08:00

i just feel like heading to taipei for a hot spring...
randomness... LOL
but i really WANT to just jump into it.. :)
guess this is wat too much taiwan drama does to me.. ;)

2010-02-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

stars...stars......stars...

makes me happy...

2010-02-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY DEAREST SIS!!

someone i cant live w/o...

*muacks*

FRENS :)

2010-02-17T02:31:00.003+08:00

let the pics do the talking.. :)

I'm so thankful for frens like them...

plus i'm thankful for ALL my frens...

cause they are all such dearies...

Love u all... *muacks*

2010-02-12T03:10:00.002+08:00

well well well, i'm so contented just staying up till now putting videos into my i touch..
videos of my fav korean boy band-BIG BANG..
love their performances.. just so spectacular..

on a slight note, i just cant stand the image of a certain someone..
FCUK!!
u have bloody no rite to judge me..
plus save ur that crappy "look" each time u see me yeah cause i cant be bothered...
GET THAT BITCH????

2010-02-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

well life is awesome i would say..
rite now i'm just hoping and praying that i will successfully get watever stuffs i signed up for..
with that, i can set my life rite once again i guess :)
apart from that, life's great with frens and family..
just wat i need to complete it all...
*muacks*

2010-01-21T01:28:00.002+08:00

differences aside???

2010-01-10T14:53:00.001+08:00

i'm a proud member of California Fitness.... *winks*
now the exercising begins...

2009-12-29T01:55:00.001+08:00

the song on my blog is dedicated to some peeps who are just so
FULL OF SHIT!!!
and it can get real annoying...
stay out of my way!!!

2009-12-20T11:38:00.002+08:00

my blog is getting rusty!!!
hmmm, just dont have the motivation to go online...
maybe cause i'm just busy with other thingys... :)

xmas is just 5 days away!!
OMG, i still havent gone for any xmas shopping..
*sobs*
need to get some gifts...
ughhh, can the time pls pls pass slightly slower...

going for an early xmas dinner later..
guess what, its sth i'm SO not looking forward to...

PLAYED left for dead 2 yest with the most awesome peeps...
and i really enjoyed it..
so pls rope me in for the next round ok... :)

PLUS, i finally met AYN though it was for the shortest period of time...
missed her... :)
we always meet each other oh so coincidentally @ the same area...

STOP HARJ.... ranting too much...
let me wish all an advance MERRY XMAS...
p/s:in case i dont come online... lol

2009-12-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

well well well.....
it has been a long time since i last watched any bollywood movie.. LOL
always have been hollywood or my HK serials lately..
so its nice to return to one's root at times yeah... :)
plus its a BONUS when the main leads are just so hot... *winks*
i love the dude...
have been my fav main lead..
it was a great movie after all..

2009-12-02T00:43:00.001+08:00

maybe i just wanna be alone...
maybe i dont know either...
migraines are getting really bad..
i know that i shd go for a scan cause its not getting normal..
but somehow deep deep down, i'm scared of the negative..
i dont have the courage...

Colby O'Donis I wanna Touch you Music video

2009-11-30T02:16:00.001+08:00

def have to agree that this is effing sexy..
plus i'm loving the beat.. :)

2009-11-29T01:45:00.002+08:00

NEW MOON

i just cant describe how much i love this 2 cast...
just so so hot and breath-taking.. *winks*
the story line was not too bad..
well, i'm waiting for it to get more interesting!!
this one focused more on their love story...
anw, I'M ONE BIG FAN OF JACOB.. ;)
his eyes are so captivating.. *giggles*
not to mention anything abt his body... HOT!!
alice is just so adorable in the movie..
her touch of sarcasm.. NICE...

2009-11-27T13:23:00.000+08:00

my most awaited movie is FINALLY ROLLING... :)
i'm so gonna watch it real soon....

2009-11-26T01:20:00.001+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!
just when i wanted to send a mail in facebook, the webbie DECIDES to be an ULTIMATE BITCH!!
or maybe this is a hint for me....LOL
DILEMMA!!

TAE YANG :)

2009-11-22T03:30:00.001+08:00

sexy... awesome vocal... hippy dance moves...

enough to keep me listening to his songs... ;)

-addictive-

2009-11-22T02:57:00.004+08:00

i'm starting to feel tired.. maybe its time i sit down and think thru life....
I'M JUST IN MY ONE OF THOSE MOODS!!
and i seriously do not app irritating fcuks..

Watched 2012...
rating 5/5...
A DEF MUST WATCH... :)
i seriously loved it..
it makes u think abt wat will u do when the end of the world draws near...
i guess for me will just to be ard my loved ones...
plus it shows u how selfish human nature can get!!!
FCUK those passes...
i guess this is the period where everyone will be put to a test!!
URSELF or those u love???

600th Post!!

2009-11-18T23:42:00.004+08:00

w/o realising.. this is gonna be my 600th post.. LOL
ok just being random...
WELL, my weekends have been so awesome that i just didnt feel like looking into the weekdays..
BUT the time still passed and now its aldy wed... so fast isnt it??
soon to be xmas and then new yr... gosh!!

Back to the topic....
BUTTER FACTORY was AMAZING...
really sizzling and hot-ness... :)
plus a little touch of cuteness... *winks*
cause i got to see Terence Cao...
but didnt get to take a pic with him.. *sobs*
NOW, i shall just let the pics do the "talking"

2009-11-16T17:49:00.003+08:00

sometimes ppl shd just learn to mind their own effing business!!!

Mariah Carey - H.A.T.E.U.

2009-11-10T23:46:00.001+08:00

i'm loving the beat of this song.. :)

2009-11-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

let me see..
how shd i describe my life currently..
AWESOME though it might be a little hectic...
i'm loving the shopping, the company of dearest frens...
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G!!!

plus i have finally got down to those hip hop classes that i was waiting to do all along..
and maybe i mite even go beyond this...
cause dancing has always been a passion for me..

so rite now......
my life is complete.. ;)

2009-11-05T00:50:00.003+08:00

i guess u shd just ask urself honestly if u have gotten over it!!